[Movie Review] If I Stay (2014)

“If you stay, I'll do whatever you want. I'll quit the band, go with you to New York. But if you need me to go away, I'll do that, too. I was talking to Liz and she said maybe coming back to your old life would be too painful, that maybe it'd be easier for you to erase us. And that would suck, but I'd do it. I can lose you like that if I don't lose you today. I'll let you go. If you stay.” 

― Gayle Forman, If I Stay

Pediatrician.Will it be?

what a weird photo, isn't it? just ignore my faceT-T

Assalamu'alaikum!

Such a veeeerry long time I haven't been here. Last time I posted, I was still a mid-year student in highschool. And once I come back here, I've been in my senior year in high school, Oh, no. I even have passed a term in my senior year. There's only about 4 months that I have to study in High school. The rest is, I have to continue to the college.

College.

When I was in middle school (junior high school) I felt like I got what my goal is. I got where do I have to walk to, what do I have to do, or something else. I got everything in my mind. Really. Like I went to the high school for the first time, like my friends asked me what your life goal was, I could answer them easily. I said I want to be an English teacher. And I thought that was a final decision, while that was not.

Senior year makes me see the reality. Making me regret everything in the past. Making me soooo in a quandary. Making me feel like "Oh, come on. I wish I had been married now". Making me fall into pessimistic.

I have or maybe had. But I think.. I still have it. Yes. I have a future goals as a doctor. Especially pediatrician. The funny thing is, it is my childhood's (or everyone's because I think every kid wants to be a doctor) dream that I've been buried for such a long time. And this dreamy thing came back to my mind and made me enthusiastic in my school's life. Proven by my excellent biology score. 

That future goals pushed ahead me to do my best. Alhamdulillah.

But, as you can see in the previous paragraph, 

Senior year makes me see the reality.

It's not that a piece of cake to be a pediatrician. I should've made a great effort to reach that. And...

I SHOULD REALIZED IT EARLIER... haha galau banget ya tulisan gue jadinya.

So, without wasting my time anymore, I should get up and try to fix it all. Maybe, if I were not lucky enough to pass the SNMPTN, I would do the SBMPTN instead, for it. "We will prepare for SBMPTN together", he said. And, as you can guess, it built again my spirit to reach that dream!!!! yeay!

Anyway, that boy is now in his umroh to Mecca! He just sent me a bbm that he's now in Madinah and said.... "Di sini bagus banget masjidnya kapan-kapan kamu harus ikut!:*"

AAMIIN

That's all deh! Sorry yaa for the anti climax! Haha ketauan bukan penulis soalnya.....  ngelesdotkom

Have a good result, tomorrow!

(pembagian rapor semester 5kuT______T)

mwaaa!

Stuffs on my desk

Hello! This blog is under construction:-D

Conversation abstrak ini terjadi beberapa menit sebelum upacara dimulai.

Putri: Bagaaass! Tolong panggilin sarah boleh?
Bagas: SAARAAAHHHHHH!! SARAAAHHH! Eh, sarah yang mana?
Eem: SARAHngeyo!
Bagas: SARAHNGEYOOOOOO!
Putri: ............

*end of story*

December: Be Mine Please:)

Random:]

PS: If you find any mistakes, It's absolutely a human error. /bbuing-bbuing/

Heats

NB: Jika anda menemukan beberapa photo dengan gaya alay, maka itu sebuah kesengajaan. Gomawo:]

Pinky Saturday

Hello ladies! Wanna see me as pink as barbie? *errr*
Umm.. I'm gonna show you how pink I am!

Hello October!

Assalamu'alaikum:)

Long time no see! Wuuff I'm sorry for being very busy these days. I had tons of tasks and (as always) homeworks. Well, anyone misses me? Okay! I miss you too:* kkk~

Sunday

Hahaha sedikit flashback di minggu pagi

Sebelumnya, puput mau nyapa seluruh readers^^ selamat hari minggu semuanya! Semoga Allah selalu memberikan rahmat dan nikmat-Nya pada kita semua yaa^^

Dan juga, maaf kalau puput baru ngepost lagi. Selain sibuk sekolah (SEKARANG PUPUT UDAH SMA LOH) puput juga lagi seneng main RP..jadi....... umm tenang kok, puput ngga bakalan ngelupain blog ini sepenuhnya^^

Goodbye My Fifteen:') Missing You Here:'')

"How do u say goodbye to someone you can't live without?"

Sheesshh.. I can't even imagine it. But today, I must face it myself. Oh no, everyone is facing it today. Everyone who loves you so much, Krisna. 

Pilih-Pilih Temen Curhat wkwkwkwk^^v

Hai ceman! H-7 dari ulangtahun gue yang ke 15! Yaap, gue ulangtahun tanggal 27 Mei nanti. Barengan sama penyanyi ganteng, Afgan Syahreza. Disusul juga nih sama kembaran (Yoona) di tanggal 30 Mei nanti.


Oalah..
Ga kerasa banget kalau gue udah mau 15 tahun.. Ga kerasa banget kalau gue juga udah mau SMA. Haahh.. Perasaan baru kemarin rasanya gue pagelaran.. Serius deh.. Baru kemarin rasanya bulan Januari. Ehh sekarang udah mau Juni aja. Waktu emang cepet banget berjalan. Waktu emang cepet banget berlalu. Kalau kita melakukan sesuatu yang buruk di masa lalu... Dijamin sekarang-sekarang ini kita pasti lagi ngegalauin masa-masa "kelam" itu.
Loh? Kenapa jadi galau gini? Gapapalah..

Saturday!

Hey you guys, let's gather with me! I just took some photographs and edited them on pixlr. And of course I don't have instagram application on my phone. It doesn't exist on BlackBerry. Just keep waiting guys! Wish instagram would exist on our phone very soon! Aamiin..
Okay, that's all.
Let's check out the two photographs that I've edited! Enjoy it-xoxo.

LOL. I Found Them On We Heart It.

Main UNO di KFC!!\m/

Ini kartu gue di ronde ke... Entahlah.. Pokoknya ini ronde dimainkan di tempat ketiga\m/

Haaaahh.. Baru selesai nonton Running Man episode 86. Ngakak pol dah nontonnya wkkwkw
Dan setelah istirahat beberapa saat, saatnya gue balik nge-blog lagi! Emang sih keliatannya gue macem 'GA ADA KERJAAN' tapi sebenernya gue itu 'BANYAK KERJAAN'. Okay._.VV hahaha.
Hari ini tanggal. Ummm berapa ya? Sebentar. 3 Mei 2012, gue pergi ke kfc. Dan tentunya ga sendiri. Ngapain coba ke kfc sendiri? Berasa kesepian di tengah-tengah crowded. What a pity._.

My Past Photographs!

LOL. I just found my past photographs while borrowing a handphone of my friend. Approximately, it was years a go. Mmmm... Annio! It was... a year a go I guess. Hehe:D
Okay, just let's check out my past photos! And I'm really sorry if you don't like them.
By the way, if you don't like me, why are you still stalking my blog especially my post?
Let's get back to the topic. Enjoy-xoxo

._.

Ya Allah..
Ga kerasa banget ya, bentar lagi gue udah mau UN. 
Yap, seminggu lagi gue UN. Kalau ditanya udah siap atau belum ya..... Lumayan lah..
Siap-siap-engga, engga-engga-siap. Intinya sih, gue masih perlu banyak belajar lagi.
Terutama banyak-banyakin ngerjain soal Matematika.
Mmmm.. 
Belum juga UN, temen-temen udah adaa aja yang ngajak jalan-jalan. Tadinya sih, gue diajak trip ke Pulau...... Pulau apasih lupa. Intinya sih di kepulauan seribu gitu.
Lagian, ongkosnya juga ga mahal (termasuknya). Iyalah.. Ke sana kita kan dijemput make jemputan (paling juga bus AC) plus ongkos naik kapal.
Selain itu, ongkos itu udah termausk sama villa dan segala fasilitasnya loh.. Nginap 3 hari pula. Sangat menggiurkan.-.

Get Well Super Soon, There:-)

Assalamu'alaikum:-)
Happy sunday all! And Happy April 15th yaaaaaaaa:D
Today was 15 of the 15th. Hehehe *aazzzzzzzzz

Closer.

Closer. Closer. Closer!!!
It's getting closer, you know? Sorry.
I mean, the national examination is getting CLOSER.
Yeaah.. It means, I can't stand longer at the following stuffs those are about important.
The following stuffs about important are: Handphone (I'm about sure of this), this blog, internet, tv show, k-show, "Love Rain" Korean Drama (Oh gosh..) and hanging out with friends.